si bangang mencari kwn..

it's 2.34 am in the morning, and here i am lying on the bed while thinking to type something stupid..today my day wasnt going so well...1st i was overslept, i woke up 20 minutes before my 8 o'clock class..took a minute bath, grabbed any clothes i could, and ate a biscuite while wearing my shoes..bad starting for a nice day rite..but luckily i wasnt so late..the lecturer just sat in front waiting for students..a very understandable person since it's early morning class..who will be that punctual~

i was thinking that i've to start find a few friends in the class since all of them like aliens to me! which planets are you guys from?? i was sitting at a corner next to a malay girl whom quiet for the whole 3 hours lecture..parah die nie..i chose to sit next to her just because i thought it'll be easy to communicate among same races..but she wasnt welcoming me at all..i tried to talk to her several time asking about the subject, the lecturer and other things that i thought i could start a conversation..yeah i know it was during a class...but i wasnt talk to her all the time..it was when the lecture paused for a while..then i gave up..pompuan nie mmg cmnie kot..lantak kaw la..melayu sesama melayu pon nk kerek..belum taw lg aku nie keturunan jawa..santau angin kang baru tau!

i also tried to find other familiar faces around there..yea there were some people i recognized..but they were sitting in front and just sempat senyum2 je la..but nvm, i wanst that desperado to get friends..i just want to break some ices since i have a really small number of friends..i wanted to follow my sis advise, carilah kawan banyak2, one day kita akan perlukan diorg juga..

to that kerek girl..i still hope we can be friend so someday i would like to treat you a glass of a bitch's urine and a mushroom soup of my mucus~