the most supercalifragilistic expialidocious kawaiii!

it's been weeks ago i've watched this movie, but still, 'till now i cant even forget any romantic and sweet scenes in this movie..i wish i had a vampire bf? omg...ridiculous but..i want it! makkk..find me a vampire!! ahahahaha...so gile laaa...after watched it (twice ya!) suddenly felt like want to find the other books, fyi, twilight got 4 novels, n i believed it will release soon as i knew, new moon, the 2nd novel will coming out its movie on march 2009..aaaa cant wait till then so i went to look for the book at kinokuniya, mph n others..n guess wut...it sold out! adoiiii...but luckily, i can download the novels..4 of them from cybertracker...yay! cant wait to read it..but wait..am i that rajen?? already read some of it..but will proceed after final or at least after finished all those fucking assignments! whewww...

semut-semut yg celaka

while surfing on internet, suddenly there some sekor due semut bersiar2 d sekitar monitor..then i squizzed themmm..grrrrrr squized n squizzedddd...yahhh yahhh amek kaw! but unfortunately, they become bermaharajalela plak..segerombolan army of ants kuar d celah2 keyboard n monitor (sudahh wat kerajaan ke?) then i think..damn x bleh jd nie..aku lg besar dr mereke..i turned off my laptop, mase tuh ngah chatting ngn paink..sorie yeh paink..without any mercy, i stamped my lappy several tyms, with penuh kasih syg la..gle nk hentak kuat2...more ants came out..siap dgn habuk2 lg (cett da lame x bersih kan lptop..nie la padahnye..) i stamped til no more ants coming out..moral of this story..jgn biarkan laptop anda diselubungi semuuuttt!

bersua rasa d tjg mas!

these pictures was taken at sua rasa carnival that held at tanjung mas, muar (my hometown..tu psl boleh pegi..hehe)..sorry ade pic yg x sempat nk rotate..tebalek kan jek la monitor korg k..

relief yet not happy but sad..

finally..i've finished my exam..wheewwww~ very relief..but yet, im not happy..still in mourning mood..

never say bye bye...

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times

I didn't get it but you kept me in line

I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes

On sunday mornings and "I missed you"

but I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things

Separation brings

You never let me know it

You never let it show

because you loved me and obviously

There's so much more left to say

If you were with me today face to face

[ Chorus: ]

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on

"I wish I could talk to you for a while"

miss you but I try no to cry

As time goes by

And it's true that you've reached a better place

Still I'd give all the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

but it fells like you're gone too soon

now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye) [ x10 ]

And you never got a chance to

see how good I've done

And you never got to see me back at number one

I wish that you were here to celebrate together

I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight

I thought you were so strong you'd make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[ Chorus: ]

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on

"I wish I could talk to you for a while"

miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

and it's true you've reached a better place

Still I'd give all the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

but it's like you're gone too soon

now hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye) [ x10 ]

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky

'cause we will never say Bye

[ Chorus: ]

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on

"I wish I could talk to you for a while"

miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

and it's true you've reached a better place

Still I'd give all the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

but it's like you're gone to soon

now hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye) [ x20 ]

p/s: kinda love this song lately..ye aku taw lagu nie da lame..

so long my friend..

it was a week ago..and i just knew it a couple of minutes before, that my friend, kinda close friend of mine, nurrizan binti harun, passed away because of health problem..i dont know what the specific reason but what i knew she had a kidney problem..it started when i texted her to say good luck on her exam today, which i also take it..no reply..i guessed she must be busy or has something else to do..then on the evening, while im taking my nap (to redeem my sleep time back..) then suddenly my phone was ringing with "zan" name on it..i picked up then heard a little voice, and she definitely not zan..i knew her voice..that little girl introduced herself as zan's sister..she said "akak taktaw ke..kak zan da meninggal minggu lepas..mase 6hb hari tuh.."

then i was like huhhh????? is it really happening or i was just dreaming...i said "owhh...innalillah.." that was it...then i mused for a while with some tears dropped without i realize...then all the memories i had with her came one by one on my mind..time was running very fast..i remembered the time i get to know her..eating with her..sat next to me everytime computer graphics class n tutorial..had a very nice walked to alamanda..movies together..time is really going fast as i just get to know her in a very short time..n yeah, i knew she sick..she told me that about her conditions..this and that..but the way she told me, it was like nothing..nothing but a lot of smiles on her face..like she will get better soon and proceed on her normal life back..i remembered the day before she left..she told me that she wont take an exam and will take supplementaries..i said good luck to her..a very very good luck as we all knew that supplementaries is farrrrr harder than final exam..and she also texted me that she celebrated her raya at thailand..at 1st i thought she was having a vacation..but actually it was for her treatment..but she said she was okay then..i really want to text her to ask about her condition..i really do..but i was a hectic week for final..if want to talk more about her..i dont think it will be enough for me..i just can wish that hope Allah blessed her..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..zan, i really missed u..so long my friend..may u have a rest in peace..alfatihah~

it's been a longg..

wahh sudah lama rasanya tidak meng'update'kan blog mahu juga diri..erkk ttbe nk berbahase baku lak..k la..if nk taw ape aku pikir skrg..hanye ade dua benda..iaitu Raya dan Final Exam! yeahh..mende nie agak memberatkan kepala aku lately..mungkin juga antara faktor bertambahnye berat badan..ahaks~ k 1st, talk about raya..mmm rayarayaraya..boring! siyesly..cm x bleh nk fun psl tesekatnye final exm di benak mindaku ini..sebok buat jadual study..at last, it ends up dgn membawa kembali nota2 yg knn nye nk stdy kt umah tp dijadikan bahan untuk memberatkan bahu ntok d bawa pulang ke cyber terchenta..n nk cite psl raya gak, mase raye kedua, antara guest yg dtg ialah dua orang pelajar indonesia n they r from mmu melaka! owhh wow..sungguh x disangka..rupa2nya diorg wat homestay dekat umah my sedare (yg datang jugak..) so kami pon bebual..bual punya bual..last2 lupe nk tnye name! lerrrr...but sorg tuh amek banking & finance n sorg lg tuh dak FIT..kire ok la dpt taw mende tuh iyo dak? raye taun nie x byk beze ngn raye2 lepas..jmpe sdare2 mare..dpt duit..tradisi ah tuh..cume satu jek x buat..mintak maaf ngn family! huhu..memasing lupe bile da nmpak nasi beryani, rendang, ayam masak merah, ayam masak kurmak, smbl tumis udang and salad (saje nk bitaw..tuh la menu raye kitorg..) n x dilupekan puding pink peach buatan shasha..n fyi, mlm tuh aku ngn jaja buat cornflake cookies~ chehhh~ pasang pelita?? mm biase la tuh..men mercun?? alamak xde sape nk supply laa..g beraya sudah semestinye..tp tk byk la..org dtg beraya pulak..ahaks..mintak ampun maap..raye ke-3 sudah bz beraye..raye ke-4 xdok umah..anta iwan balek kluang..raye ke-5 sudah pulanggg!! raye ke-6?? beraye dgn paper microeconomics! wawawa..gile 'seronok' raye aku...

n about final exam lak..mm x byk komen..bese la..last minute study is my style..eventhough buat jadual study kemain lg (siap berkaler2) for now, microE jek da lepas..luse info system, then management, then cmptr graphic n lastly...critical thinking! wuuuhhh...eeeeyyyhhh ade lg..21/10! MUET! erkkkk g mana nieh...format baru mampuih cek x taw naaa...ahahaha mati la saye..

im sux~

lately, there's nothing in my mind accept..curse! i do cursing a lot..but not many as im doing it now..*&^%&^&*..my assignment..suck! frens..sucker! my life...suckestt!! me?? the most suck that i've ever being!

i couldnt sleep..

x boleh tido...

selseme...

suare sengauu..

ubat!! ubat!!

oh my...

tinggal actal jekk..

aku bukan saket perot..

saketnye idongggg...

ttbe jek bgn

buat blog..

dlm keadaan

separa sedar..

hidungku saket lg..

sakett

sakettt!!

i dont talk too much..

today..

i dont talk too much..

people must be astonished..

yyyy??

because..

it's RAMADHAN..

when it's Ramadhan..

muslims are fasting..

when we're fasting..

our mouth will dry (unless u talk so much)

when it's dry..

it's SMELLY!

yeah my mouth is smelly

because im fasting..

that's y i dont talk too much :P

ramadhan..

whoahh penatnye balek dr klas..kene jalan jaoh..naik tangge 4 tingkat..tekial2 cr kunci dlm beg yg penoh ngn harte bende..n i wonder..how i'll face these things during fasting?? ramadhan is coming again..every on each year..now da semakin cepat because every year bulan nie menganjak ke tengah tahun.. maybe it will be on early of a year back..every routine will be changed after this..da kene bgn sahur..now da laen sikit psl nk carik makan kene jalan jaoh..da x mcm dulu..eventhough this is 2nd time (nk masok 2nd) berpuase without my family but everything is totally different..it's hard to describe..teringat kt melake dulu..berbuke ramai2..sahur ramai2..now maybe it's just me n sara or just me n myself (alone!) if let say she got her period, kene la makan sorang2..xkan la die rajen nk bgn sahur gak..but maybe is just maybe..who knows if ttbe ramai plak ajak makan same kan..alhamdulillah la..n about ramadhan also i remember bout my mom's office..there always ( n a must) ade jamuan berbuka puase..well it's good..boleh la merapatkan silaturrahim n penjimatan memandangkan sume mende harge da naik..but wut i realised is, if jamuan berunsur keagamaan, there r only a few people who would like to come..sgt jauh beza dgn jamuan2 yg ade lucky draw, karaoke n so on n so on..people doesnt care if they have to contribute some money just to have fun like that..seriously, those things keep happening until now..wlpon jamuan berbuke puase tuh makan free, siap boleh tapau buat sahur lg..tp boleh dikira muke2 nye..well, im not perfect either..me also really love entertainment than religious things..always got forced by my mom to attend this n that..just wanna share the fact yg org2 kite mmg lebih sukekan hiburan..no matter how old u r..hehe..k got tutorials to do..later~

everything turned out so wrong~

woke up in the morn eventhough my class start at 12, have to go to lab to update my blog since my pc is like a old time machine..keep shutting down by itself..thnk u! now here i am..doing work then suddenly one pak arab came to me asked about something that i dont understand..keep saying.."pardon??" for about 2-3rd times..actually he wanted password to log on into madam ling ftp server..adoiii..cakap la clear sikit..slanga hang pekat sgt..heyy da la aku byk keje...layan die jek abes 3-4 minit mase aku..k proceed on my work but then a technician came and asked me to shut down the pc on that time during technical problem..alaaa bang x boleh tunggu kejap ke..he said "baek awak tutup skg..kang ilang sume keje awak.." k la fine..urghhh! when can i finish my work mcm nie..satu2 dok mengacau..after that i went to the next lab..n satu lg prob..komputer2 kt sini sume xde software illustrator..omg omg omg! it such a waste i woke up, melangok kt lab for nothing! n here im alone in the lab doing other blog while another blog i couldnt do anything without illustrator..see told u..im so "lucky"..

im such a jerk!

k last time i was being too emotional..for that, i've deleted my last post because it might hurt someone's feeling..yeah being a jerk is really pressure u know..surrounded by troubles..everyday i've to curse this and that..i cannot taking control of my own feeling while people keep pushing me..being nice is ruined my life,sometimes. im not saying i am nice but i've tried to do many good things and what i get back? karma could be wrong sometimes..we being nice to people but people repay us with shits..it happens all the time in my life while i keep taking care of others but what about mine? yeah since i moved here, a lot things happened..especially on friendship..it didnt go well..being alone is better because we only care our own business..but if friends come to me, i cannott say no..n i wont say no coz i think, who else can help me in my condition now?? yeah defitnitely, friends! more and more firends are better..but now, things arent go so well..it turned out so bad..is it myself or is it..them? ok..point it to me..maybe im the problem..im a jerk..jerky jerk! wut ever..

hang out..

last tuesday..just a few minutes i arrived to muar then suddenly felt like..omg! i need to go out!! get my phone and called sara.."ko nk kuar x esok?" n her undissapointed answer was.."jomm!" then i asked paink..aha begitulah alkisahnye..syera?? mira?? jodoh kami x begitu kuat pade waktu itu memandangkan diorg x cuti..n for sure..if dah hang out kewajipan tetap dijalankan (bukan solat yer..tu mmg kami x lupe..) wut else..just take a look..

thnx for u guys yg cooperate menjayekan event tersebut..n not forget to my parents for giving me to drive n their parents also yg menyerahkan 100% nyawe anak mereke d tgn saye..arigato gozaimmasssuuu!

kerja ku direject :(

mannn..i've another couple of days to complete my assignment..n my sketch has been rejected! God help me...im so clueless now..wut should i sketch more?? for awareness of global warming..wut else can i think?? earth?? or earth?? omg wut's on earth on me now..n i've a problem with adobe ilustrator too..scan it n save it as template and wut else..huh im blank! totally blank! plus..i've no friend to discuss with..my sis? yeah keep on working sis..others?? they r not in my course..classmates?? believe me..im not frenly..not frenly as i used to..wish i still alive after this friday (the presentation!) wish me luck~

correction~

haha luckily my fren asked about my url blog that i posted before..actually the real one is http://mcg1014-1071113382.blogspot.com/ dude! im not blocking my blog..terletak salah url laa...x wujud upenye..k visit yaa~

just so u know..

guys! just so u know..i wont use this blog for my assignment..i've to create another one..here my new url blog http://mcg1014.1071113382@blogspot.com/ feel free to visit k! if u guys interested on wut im doing la..if not..like i said before..wut do i care?? hehe..anyway, yeah..my laptop broken again~~ have to wait another few weeks again to repair it..shitt mannn..now im using desktop (kinda cool also...) but still i miss my lappy..omg lappy...how come u always broken as u breaking my heart..last tutorial for computer graphics, madam ling asked students to sketch something that appear in our mind..n guess wut i drew..

hah!! there u go...kinda burok but u guys get my point rite?? haha...n here is another one..

yuppp~ an ant..a very cute ant..madam ling gave us a book and she chose a pic for us to sketch..n she said that my sketch is not a sketch..it's draw! well wut can i say..im not good in drawing..but im going to get use with it as i have to sketch more objects, picture..n yeah..as i mentioned before i've to create a logo..due about 3 weeks more..n yet, i dont even start it..poor me~ lack of idea dude...k lah..have a nice reading..n commenting~

the starting...

k let me introduce myself..me is adibah..diba it would be nice to call..im 19 going on 20 next 2009..let's start with one question..why im making this blog site?? simple..as im taking multimedia media innovation for degree at mmu cyber..one of my subjects, computer graphics 1, required me to do so..so here i am..writing or typing something..juz for now it's nothing..but for assignment i've to update it during my assingment is taking my social life as granted..1st class got my assingment that i have to create a logo..u know what is it rite..based on global warming theme..burning! oiling! hot! rising of temperature! i could say..it's one of my favorite topic..very general but easy to ellaborate..i guess~ hey my lecturer..yaaa forgot to mention him...him..dr ken neo...got a "dr" in front..he must be quite big person..well he is..as he mentioned he is the director of computer lab..if im not mistaken..very strict person but still can laugh..well i think he's not bad..no phone during class..tolerate for 10 to 15 minutes late..if not..juz come for the next week lecture..no talking in class..mmm he didnt mention it but as a almost 13 or 14 years being student..none of teachers or lecturers like for being disturbed..well then..i think i've to stop here as i have a class after this..thanx for reading..n sorry for the broken..im not good in english..but wut do i care..still got my point rite..c ya~