ramadhan..

whoahh penatnye balek dr klas..kene jalan jaoh..naik tangge 4 tingkat..tekial2 cr kunci dlm beg yg penoh ngn harte bende..n i wonder..how i'll face these things during fasting?? ramadhan is coming again..every on each year..now da semakin cepat because every year bulan nie menganjak ke tengah tahun.. maybe it will be on early of a year back..every routine will be changed after this..da kene bgn sahur..now da laen sikit psl nk carik makan kene jalan jaoh..da x mcm dulu..eventhough this is 2nd time (nk masok 2nd) berpuase without my family but everything is totally different..it's hard to describe..teringat kt melake dulu..berbuke ramai2..sahur ramai2..now maybe it's just me n sara or just me n myself (alone!) if let say she got her period, kene la makan sorang2..xkan la die rajen nk bgn sahur gak..but maybe is just maybe..who knows if ttbe ramai plak ajak makan same kan..alhamdulillah la..n about ramadhan also i remember bout my mom's office..there always ( n a must) ade jamuan berbuka puase..well it's good..boleh la merapatkan silaturrahim n penjimatan memandangkan sume mende harge da naik..but wut i realised is, if jamuan berunsur keagamaan, there r only a few people who would like to come..sgt jauh beza dgn jamuan2 yg ade lucky draw, karaoke n so on n so on..people doesnt care if they have to contribute some money just to have fun like that..seriously, those things keep happening until now..wlpon jamuan berbuke puase tuh makan free, siap boleh tapau buat sahur lg..tp boleh dikira muke2 nye..well, im not perfect either..me also really love entertainment than religious things..always got forced by my mom to attend this n that..just wanna share the fact yg org2 kite mmg lebih sukekan hiburan..no matter how old u r..hehe..k got tutorials to do..later~

everything turned out so wrong~

woke up in the morn eventhough my class start at 12, have to go to lab to update my blog since my pc is like a old time machine..keep shutting down by itself..thnk u! now here i am..doing work then suddenly one pak arab came to me asked about something that i dont understand..keep saying.."pardon??" for about 2-3rd times..actually he wanted password to log on into madam ling ftp server..adoiii..cakap la clear sikit..slanga hang pekat sgt..heyy da la aku byk keje...layan die jek abes 3-4 minit mase aku..k proceed on my work but then a technician came and asked me to shut down the pc on that time during technical problem..alaaa bang x boleh tunggu kejap ke..he said "baek awak tutup skg..kang ilang sume keje awak.." k la fine..urghhh! when can i finish my work mcm nie..satu2 dok mengacau..after that i went to the next lab..n satu lg prob..komputer2 kt sini sume xde software illustrator..omg omg omg! it such a waste i woke up, melangok kt lab for nothing! n here im alone in the lab doing other blog while another blog i couldnt do anything without illustrator..see told u..im so "lucky"..

im such a jerk!

k last time i was being too emotional..for that, i've deleted my last post because it might hurt someone's feeling..yeah being a jerk is really pressure u know..surrounded by troubles..everyday i've to curse this and that..i cannot taking control of my own feeling while people keep pushing me..being nice is ruined my life,sometimes. im not saying i am nice but i've tried to do many good things and what i get back? karma could be wrong sometimes..we being nice to people but people repay us with shits..it happens all the time in my life while i keep taking care of others but what about mine? yeah since i moved here, a lot things happened..especially on friendship..it didnt go well..being alone is better because we only care our own business..but if friends come to me, i cannott say no..n i wont say no coz i think, who else can help me in my condition now?? yeah defitnitely, friends! more and more firends are better..but now, things arent go so well..it turned out so bad..is it myself or is it..them? ok..point it to me..maybe im the problem..im a jerk..jerky jerk! wut ever..

hang out..

last tuesday..just a few minutes i arrived to muar then suddenly felt like..omg! i need to go out!! get my phone and called sara.."ko nk kuar x esok?" n her undissapointed answer was.."jomm!" then i asked paink..aha begitulah alkisahnye..syera?? mira?? jodoh kami x begitu kuat pade waktu itu memandangkan diorg x cuti..n for sure..if dah hang out kewajipan tetap dijalankan (bukan solat yer..tu mmg kami x lupe..) wut else..just take a look..

thnx for u guys yg cooperate menjayekan event tersebut..n not forget to my parents for giving me to drive n their parents also yg menyerahkan 100% nyawe anak mereke d tgn saye..arigato gozaimmasssuuu!