relief yet not happy but sad..

finally..i've finished my exam..wheewwww~ very relief..but yet, im not happy..still in mourning mood..

never say bye bye...

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times

I didn't get it but you kept me in line

I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes

On sunday mornings and "I missed you"

but I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things

Separation brings

You never let me know it

You never let it show

because you loved me and obviously

There's so much more left to say

If you were with me today face to face

[ Chorus: ]

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on

"I wish I could talk to you for a while"

miss you but I try no to cry

As time goes by

And it's true that you've reached a better place

Still I'd give all the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

but it fells like you're gone too soon

now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye) [ x10 ]

And you never got a chance to

see how good I've done

And you never got to see me back at number one

I wish that you were here to celebrate together

I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight

I thought you were so strong you'd make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[ Chorus: ]

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on

"I wish I could talk to you for a while"

miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

and it's true you've reached a better place

Still I'd give all the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

but it's like you're gone too soon

now hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye) [ x10 ]

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky

'cause we will never say Bye

[ Chorus: ]

I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on

"I wish I could talk to you for a while"

miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

and it's true you've reached a better place

Still I'd give all the world to see your face

And be right here next to you

but it's like you're gone to soon

now hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye) [ x20 ]

p/s: kinda love this song lately..ye aku taw lagu nie da lame..

so long my friend..

it was a week ago..and i just knew it a couple of minutes before, that my friend, kinda close friend of mine, nurrizan binti harun, passed away because of health problem..i dont know what the specific reason but what i knew she had a kidney problem..it started when i texted her to say good luck on her exam today, which i also take it..no reply..i guessed she must be busy or has something else to do..then on the evening, while im taking my nap (to redeem my sleep time back..) then suddenly my phone was ringing with "zan" name on it..i picked up then heard a little voice, and she definitely not zan..i knew her voice..that little girl introduced herself as zan's sister..she said "akak taktaw ke..kak zan da meninggal minggu lepas..mase 6hb hari tuh.."

then i was like huhhh????? is it really happening or i was just dreaming...i said "owhh...innalillah.." that was it...then i mused for a while with some tears dropped without i realize...then all the memories i had with her came one by one on my mind..time was running very fast..i remembered the time i get to know her..eating with her..sat next to me everytime computer graphics class n tutorial..had a very nice walked to alamanda..movies together..time is really going fast as i just get to know her in a very short time..n yeah, i knew she sick..she told me that about her conditions..this and that..but the way she told me, it was like nothing..nothing but a lot of smiles on her face..like she will get better soon and proceed on her normal life back..i remembered the day before she left..she told me that she wont take an exam and will take supplementaries..i said good luck to her..a very very good luck as we all knew that supplementaries is farrrrr harder than final exam..and she also texted me that she celebrated her raya at thailand..at 1st i thought she was having a vacation..but actually it was for her treatment..but she said she was okay then..i really want to text her to ask about her condition..i really do..but i was a hectic week for final..if want to talk more about her..i dont think it will be enough for me..i just can wish that hope Allah blessed her..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..zan, i really missed u..so long my friend..may u have a rest in peace..alfatihah~

it's been a longg..

wahh sudah lama rasanya tidak meng'update'kan blog mahu juga diri..erkk ttbe nk berbahase baku lak..k la..if nk taw ape aku pikir skrg..hanye ade dua benda..iaitu Raya dan Final Exam! yeahh..mende nie agak memberatkan kepala aku lately..mungkin juga antara faktor bertambahnye berat badan..ahaks~ k 1st, talk about raya..mmm rayarayaraya..boring! siyesly..cm x bleh nk fun psl tesekatnye final exm di benak mindaku ini..sebok buat jadual study..at last, it ends up dgn membawa kembali nota2 yg knn nye nk stdy kt umah tp dijadikan bahan untuk memberatkan bahu ntok d bawa pulang ke cyber terchenta..n nk cite psl raya gak, mase raye kedua, antara guest yg dtg ialah dua orang pelajar indonesia n they r from mmu melaka! owhh wow..sungguh x disangka..rupa2nya diorg wat homestay dekat umah my sedare (yg datang jugak..) so kami pon bebual..bual punya bual..last2 lupe nk tnye name! lerrrr...but sorg tuh amek banking & finance n sorg lg tuh dak FIT..kire ok la dpt taw mende tuh iyo dak? raye taun nie x byk beze ngn raye2 lepas..jmpe sdare2 mare..dpt duit..tradisi ah tuh..cume satu jek x buat..mintak maaf ngn family! huhu..memasing lupe bile da nmpak nasi beryani, rendang, ayam masak merah, ayam masak kurmak, smbl tumis udang and salad (saje nk bitaw..tuh la menu raye kitorg..) n x dilupekan puding pink peach buatan shasha..n fyi, mlm tuh aku ngn jaja buat cornflake cookies~ chehhh~ pasang pelita?? mm biase la tuh..men mercun?? alamak xde sape nk supply laa..g beraya sudah semestinye..tp tk byk la..org dtg beraya pulak..ahaks..mintak ampun maap..raye ke-3 sudah bz beraye..raye ke-4 xdok umah..anta iwan balek kluang..raye ke-5 sudah pulanggg!! raye ke-6?? beraye dgn paper microeconomics! wawawa..gile 'seronok' raye aku...

n about final exam lak..mm x byk komen..bese la..last minute study is my style..eventhough buat jadual study kemain lg (siap berkaler2) for now, microE jek da lepas..luse info system, then management, then cmptr graphic n lastly...critical thinking! wuuuhhh...eeeeyyyhhh ade lg..21/10! MUET! erkkkk g mana nieh...format baru mampuih cek x taw naaa...ahahaha mati la saye..