i start a new sem with a new breath..it started with a new roomate, new place to stay, new shirt, new me? i dont think so..i'll never change anything inside..that's i make sure for it..not for the short-term investment nor the Philips curve..just like other previous trimesters, i woke up an hour early to get ready for faces i wont know till the end of trimester, starting the assignment grouping that i will turn around find the faces that familiar but will end up with dissapointment, for facing the lecturer but forth and foremost, for attendance. no more red attendance diba! and no more get barred..

now im in 3rd week for the 1st trimester for the 2nd year degree and im still trying to adapt myself with the new environment...but things that for sure it wont change; every weekend i will spend money and time with my sisters..i scheduled it as "happy-family-hour-time"..just put my family as the priority top of my life..

talk about "happy-family-hour-time", last weekend i went to melaka with some of my family members, of course, we couldnt fit the quote as some of them got stuff to do. we watched TRANSFORMER together. at first thought i was "mak ayah paham ke citer2 cmnie?" but then while in the cinema, i saw my mom was eagerly sititng off her shoulder from the sit. and yet, she laughed for some scenes..wahh cayalah mak..

but what makes me a bit annoyed were; the movie was labeled as p13! i repeat, p13! but i can hear a scream crying from toddler..what was that?? my advice to their parents, get a babysitter! or else keep your child's mouth shut! everybody paid for watching it peacefully, other's investment will depreciate if some sort of incident happens..i mean, they are only child, how could they understand "owh my son is not a virgin anymore..." or "what i will show you is a big secret, do not tell my mom"

second, there were some kids that keep coming in and out from the middle sits with laughing and playing around that place..excuse me, this is not a playground, people do not pay for playground..again, parents, control your kids, or else, keep off your butt away...far far awayyy...

third, i was sitting at the right top of the cinema's entrance..now you get the idea how totally irritated i was when late comers were coming and they couldnt reach their sits while talking to each other in front of me!!! hey F you, move la weii..

fourth, there was a big indian worker guy who kept walking slowly in front of me to look around the place..aneyy, looking for your shit?? there were nothing here that you could do..the thing that you could do only get rid off the kids under 13-year-old but u didnt..and why still wanna walking around..especially, again, in front of me???!!

you wont let people bring outside foods into the cinema, yea we all knew that, but you just close your eyes and let a toddler to watch some romance and violence parts??

nice..

touching tv commercial

nice one huh..

buat seketikanya aku menjadi anak yg baik..

pagi-pagi dah bangun...jd driver mak njang ke hospital untuk mengambil darah..dapat angka giliran yg ke 8000++....sementara menunggu, rasa nak check my blood group..selama ini aku buat assumption aku berdarah kelompok O..kumpulan universal yg boleh menerima dan menderma kpd kesemua jenis kelompok darah..tunggu punya tunggu..giliran aku sampai dulu..pendekkan cerita, jumpa doktor, diarahkan ke kaunter makmal, paapppp! darah diambil di hujung jari hantu..tungguu...tungguuu..

owhh aku berdarah jenis A positive rupanya..baru aku tauu..

selepas mak njang selesai, kami pergi ke warung berdekatan utk sarapan..kesian mak njang, nak ambil darah punya pasal, terpaksa berpuasa sejak 10 mlm td..makan mak njang belanja..selamat duit..

on the way ke kereta...aku macam knal mamat nie....die pon pandang aku...owhh zaim! lama x jumpa..rupanya die buat check up utk ke US..sempat aku lihat surat tawaran dia..tahniah..kau memang deserve ke sana..and kau makin tinggi..berbual sekejap, kami pun berpisah..

pergi ke sungai abong sebentar nak beli lauk tengahari..pakai duit yg emak bagi pagi tadi..

selepas hantar mak njang ke rumah cik pip, aku pulang ke rumah yg x sampai sejengkal..tengok2..aduhh..angsa2 duduk dkt depan pagar..mcm mana aku nk masok? nk dtg dekat pon aku x berani..

telefon brahim, "kau kt mana? wei aku nk masuk x bleh angsa dpn umah..aku amek kau laa.."

brahim, "kt umah atok lg laa..pehal plak..masok jek laaa.."

"aku amek kau"

"haa"

tu jek nk cite..xde kait pon ngn anak yg baik :P

recently..

i felt quite relieve after had through with my killer final exam paper, financial management..sounds so irritating rite..financiall..urghhh..finance..euwww! finaann..shut up!!!! aku x nak dgr lg.. and hopefully i'll pass this subject and after this i wont face any finnannrrrrrr subject no more..hurrayyy~

still x boleh sebut betul2..finaaaafuck!

selamat hari emak

buat mak tersayang, jika mak baca blog diba nie, buat2 tataw jek la eyh..bukan ape..aku ngan mak aku xde sentimental relationship mcm org lain, nanges same2, bermanja2 (kalau menyendeng2 kt mak tu biase la..tp mak xde respon) makan suap menyuap..kalau masa kecik2 dulu ade laa..but now mase yg diperuntukkan utk mak ngan ayah sgt terhad..kalau balik rumah aku prefer duduk dlm bilik, tgk tv sorang2, kalau mak ayah keluar pergi kenduri, akulah manusia paling berat punggung nk ikot..aku prefer stay at home doing nothing instead of doing something yg aku x minat..terokkan?


back to the point, buat mak tersayang, diba nak ucapkan selamat hari ibu..thanx for everything for...

semasa kecil..

1. mengandungkan aku dlm perut beliau
2. memberanakkan aku
3. menyusukan aku
4. membersihkan berak muntah aku
5. mendodoi aku dikala meraung
6. memberi makan pakai secukupnya
7. mencari babysitter utk aku
8. menyekolahkan aku
9. menghantar aku pergi dan balik sekolah

di kala remaja..

1. memberi aku sedikit kebebasan dgn rakan2
2. memberi aku kelas2 tambahan walaupun aku hanyut dek rakan2..
3. mendoakan kejayaan2 demi kejayaan
4. bertahan dgn ego aku yg tinggi
5. memberi makan pakai yg telebih cukup
6. membelikan aku handphone
7. membiayai topup
8. menjadi penjamin ptptn dan mmu
9. memberi wang ringgit dikala aku mengadu xde duit
10. membesarkan aku smpai jd besar kepala..
11. kejut aku bangun subuh, suruh pergi kelas walhalnya aku tidur balek.
12. sanggop dtg dari muar ke cyber semata2 aku nk beli barang yg sbnrnye aku boleh beli sndirik..mengada gile babi aku nie!
13. pesan suruh belajar rajin2 setiap kali aku nk balik belajar walaupun sbnrnye aku x masok telinga langsong..bagus kau diba
14. membelikan segala ape yg aku ade skrg
15. memberi tmpt tinggal yg selesa
16. memberi pinjam barang2 yg akhirnya jd harta aku
17. nasihatkan aku pergi kelasss...pergi kelasss..pergi kelasss
18. menghantar ke klinik ketika aku sakit
19. mem'back-up' aku dikala aku buat salah yg sememangnya aku salah
20. membenarkan aku pinjam kereta walaupun da bape kali eksiden
21. bertahan dgn rungutan aku ttg hidup
22. ...
23. ....
24. ......

infinity of list..

last but not least...terima kasih kerana menjadi emak untuk aku

luv u..muahh

Tuhan lebih menyayanginya...

di kesempatan ini aku mengambil sedikit masa utk menzahirkan ucapan takziah buat alia nabillah binti abu atas kehilangan ayah tersayang yg telah sakit sekian lama..al-fatihah..

hope kau tabah melalui hari2 berikut tanpanya..

hope kau lebih kuat pada hari2 mendatang..

hope kau redha dengan ketentuanNya..

semoga roh ayahanda dicucuri rahmat..aminn

suddenly i feel like want to call my parents..lame x dgr khabar mereka :(

big F for Infindofonefesifiyalfall!

i found this link through someone's blog..and im totally piss off!!

http://www.myspace.com/pasukanantimalingsia


big F for u!
Mother F!